hello. 

this is just insane. to be or not to be. to be in between is to be. not to be is to be. existence, in itself, is illogical. reality, no matter how real, can never be truly understood. whatever it is, whatever it holds, whatever it keeps away from a simple mind to comprehend, it is illogical. it is out of my comprehension, i can't think that far, i've never seen it before, i don't think it's possible. time. reality. now. being.

being is not being. maybe i will understand it soon, maybe not. but the fact that it's still there despite me not fully acknowledging its whole aspects and elements, is not logical. how can it be real when i barely understand how it functions. it is nothing but a mere theory.

regards